don't leave

Of course im gonna disappoint
dont tell me that i deserve better.
Of course im gonna fall for you,
what did you expect me to do?

Dont leave i've got so much to tell you
and there's no more need to generalize.
I cant really change how you feel for me honey,
i just need some peace tonight.

If this should be the easy part
then why's it always seem so hard?
Because all we do is analyze
and now i have forgotten why.

I thought you wanted me to love you,
soon as i do you're terrified.
I cant really change how you feel for me honey,
I just need some peace tonight.

Do you even know what you do to me?
Do you even know that its killin me?
But I dont mind oh i dont mind......

Dont leave i've got so much to tell you
and there's no more need to generalize.
I cant really change how you feel for me honey,
i just need some peace tonight.

Of course im gonna fall for you,
what did you expect me to do?
Could you be more sensitive,
i've offered what you couldnt give.

- tyler james

hey now

Hey now,
this is my desire
consume me like a fire
'cause I just want
something beautiful to touch me

I know that i'm in reach
'cause I am down on my knees
I'm waiting for something beautiful
oh, oh, oh
something beautiful

- needtobreathe

heads up

if someone wants to impress me, the best way they can do that is by taking me on a hot air balloon ride.

and we're back in the game!

new photoshoot! these are gonna be amazing.

man i love this band.

and could taylor be any more attractive?!

bailey.

i took these pictures of Bailey yesterday. my seeester nannys for a family with a two year old boy, Noah, and a three month old girl. they are beautiful children.

i also got to take these photos of her in my brand spanking new (well, from a thrift store) chair! i know it's blue velvet/corduroy. i still love it.

(note: i don't edit any of my pictures because i don't know how to. so... sorry. i'm also trying to figure out how to use the f/stop on my camera, so some of the pictures have a weird focus and depth of field. i don't care, okay!?)

baby feeties!

(i know it's blurry, but i adore her facial expression!)

she loves licking danielle's clothes and shoulder. haha.

my sister danielle and bailey

:)

andrea

valentines day countdown: 5 days

in honor of valentines day, i will post one of my favorite romance songs of all time. i don't have a boyfriend, nor is there anyone on the horizon, so i love this song because it's earnest, honest, and darling. i love the anticipation and sweetness that the lyricist conveys in his voice and writing. i especially love the way he quietly says "it's just what i do", as if the waiting and the praying for her are things he just does, plain and simple. no ulterior motive, he's not being forced to do it. it's just what he does.

enjoy.






come meet me in the middle of a rainy street
just like we thought it'd always be
i've fallen for you
it's just what i do

loving you will carry me til i meet you
and all the things that i'll go through
i do them for you
it's just what i'll do

my heart's on the wire
and i've given it to you
so much time's gone by
but still no sign of you

but i'll pull through
'cause every day i pray for you
you're everything that i hold to
i've fallen for you
it's just what i do

belly of the lion - john mark mcmillan

i love this song




Dance the dance
We call living and dying
In the valley of the city
in the belly of the lion
Work all week long
All week long
You can lose your soul
In the concrete riverbeds
Rolling with the flow
Of the currents of the walking deads
Five o'clock comes and you're a rolling stone

Days like these
We've got nothing to sing about
Days like these
I don't know what I think about
Day like these
Who would've known
Days like these
I've got nothing to sing about
Days like these
I don't know what I think about
Day like these
Who would've known

Listen to the rhythm
Of the pawn shop shore
Got you falling off your hinges
Like that old screen porch
It's the interstate slipping in your pores again
You can ride the vein
From the corner store to Amsterdam
You can bleed the train
From the courthouse to the Vatican
But Friday she's a ghost
And gonna slip right through your hands again

Days like these
I've got nothing to sing about
Days like these
I don't know what I think about
Day like these
Who would've known
Days like these
I don't know what I think about
Days like these
I've got nothing to sing about
Days like these
Who would've known

So dance the dance
We call living and dying
In the valley of the city
in the belly of the lion
We work all week long
All week long
You can lose your soul
In the concrete riverbeds
Rolling with the flow
Of the currents of the walking dead
Five o'clock comes and you're a rolling stone

Days like these
I've got nothing to sing about
Days like these
I don't know what I think about
Day like these
Who would've known
Days like these
I don't know what I think about
Days like these
I've got nothing to sing about
Day like these
Who would've known

to.die.for.

this is amazing.

http://grosgrainfabulous.blogspot.com/2010/09/vivat-veritas-50-guest-giveaway.html


look at this. LOOK AT THIS!!!

sigh.